him: you’re skinnier.
me: no i’m not.
him: you are, especially in your legs.
me: yeah?
him: yeah, i can feel it, it feels so fucking good.

^ mustlosemoreweightmustlosemoreweightmustlosemoreweightmustlosemoreweight

I’ve been eating lately.
but I’m still below 60kgs.
I made sure of that today.
I’m not going to ever be above 60kgs.
Ever.
I just want my boobies back..

Voices

“you just sit there and be fat”
“at least I’m out there running and not sitting there being fat”

I know he meant these as a joke, but they still hurt like fuck
I didn’t eat for 3 days so I could look lovely for you…